Confusion

Life’s a clip so just hear me say, hell ‘G’ don’t play

I got homey’s on my back so none a fag can lay

I been hustling with my nigga's for far too long

Living this road and my guns staying far too strong

I don’t give a f*** since I be the first one to rap

Even if the battle’s the last, hell I ma finish without any gap

I don’t talk about the things that make up property

I don’t do shit just to blow shit so u can call it monopoly

Life is a circle of pain to find the road to fame

Nothing’s for ever nigga, only god is the name

Things change everyday only pain stays the same

My nigga was a hard rock but hell he was murdered by shame

Im conscious but I would like to smoke weed too

Like its nonsense but I would like to bleed too

If my arms rest, hell I would like to sleep too

But tomorrow isn’t promised so I would live it like I need to

Catch me with the hazes blowing on some faces

Im sticky like the gun, im more focussed then all the other races

Some fella’s need guns just to pop off quick

Like the poor needs dope just to knock off quick

Money can’t do shit when the pain is thick

If your blood an’t thicker then dope the flow with a brick

If my homey’s in jail, I be waving on em

If my nigga’s in pain, I be praying for em

If my killer is hunting, I be waiting to grin

If lord judges my sins, I be waiting for him

Hell I know im gonna pay for my sins at the end of it

The road is a hell hole and I know it’s for no benefit

The fighters never give up and that’s the sense in it

And I ma run a war with the world and never abandon it

Sometimes I just shoot to see the bullets get out the hole

All the other times I just hock the wrist to see my blood hold

I use to be in doubt what if their voices go loud

If my blood boils hot, I’ll clean the hood so no one’s allowed

Im not the reason why what happens but it happens when im there

Shit I hustle hard nigga, you can hear my pulse drum roll when im sincere

Life is too short to live in pain; ghetto’s too hot to fight in vain

Blood is too thick just to drain and clouds are humbled just to rain

Hate an’t no solution, it’s just a name, for those you hate but you can’t blame

Some doors are locked and the keys are changed, still something’s will act the same

Its confusing and hell, confusion dopes my brain with too many lives connected not to stain

The reason is none and that’s the reason to live life so just to act up at the end of the game

Deep As Death

Let’s cut the bullshit it’s time to snap back
Time is near, hear the bully bug ya fear with a new rap attack
Besides my hands are all tied up and you gag my jaw
I ma still rip fire when I ma loose free clutches with my claw
I ma black out like the lights off
and I ma shoot like the night’s off
I don’t do any tongue work if you know what I sell
Go murder some to be a killer cause only killers get glory in hell
Im as deep as your last breadth
Im as mean as your first death

Ya can get bend with the shit if you’re too close to thunder
U can get rained depending on what cloud your under
My state is why wait when you can have the talk outside
Inside I just hock eye to give a chill and heat frostbite
I don’t need my name up in the lights
Like the damn guns an’t the only reason for dead fights
If you an’t got desire and belief
Then you can’t kill the dead even if you can beef
There is a reason to live and a reason to die
You gota learn that the strong survive
Life’s a fruit worth the squeeze
and death’s the reason you sneeze
My soul is my man; if I go then he goes
I learned my lessons and its bro’s before hoes
I have seen so much death now life an’t the same
When you become a man it’s only when u can swallow the pain
If you wanna know what burns then just follow the rain
Time an’t an option for us so you can never complain
So why waste time since there is nothing to change
Live, learn and die and don’t waste time for love, shit is strange

I remember all the times when my mind was doped
Shit was so crazy and to god I hoped
Nothing stopped the storm while my ship was drowned
And I felt like my soul was buried in the ground
Something happened and it made me a man
Things changed for good and I made a new plan
Now I reminiscence about the times and Im out as a winner
Bitter deep under my smile, it’s how I always been but I never been a sinner
It’s part of my character and I won’t lose my style
My judgement won’t sail me down even if it’s a hell’s trial

Fireflies

The grass is high and the pain is under

If I get high then these times will wonder

The hunger still lies inside the fire

And the pain is a passion built by a liar

The church bell rings in my ears

And Satan inside me weakens my fears

Life seems consumed by a notion

And the answer lies in the depth of an ocean

Now only a reason can save this seed

And only a sonnet is enough to make it bleed

The grey clouds are turning black

The endless rivers are turning back

Somewhere Mary plays that old guitar

Steps taken forward can be ceased by a war

Life seems consumed by a slow decay till death

There’s always a last rush of blood before the final breath