Sunday, September 28, 2008

Confessions-2




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This goes out for everyone..................!

Yo these are my confessions

nothing but cold music

Here I go

Find a room and lock yourself in and close the door

These are the concepts that help so you gota explore

Trust is like birds as soon as it flies it hurts

But I guess nothing’s forever, not even the damn words

Anyone can make you sweat but this can keep you wet

I’ ma make sure that you can hold your breath

Try not to worry about the things cause I can take the blame

All I would need is your trust to stick like a shadow for my pain

Things I trusted were like the words I depended on

I was only trying harder but somehow things ended wrong

Trying to erase me from your memory? 2 late I’m engraved in history

So remember the name cause when you’ll think, you’ll miss me

Shit was grey and it still is but I have learned my lessons

Everything happens for a reason so these are my confessions

I never said none to hurt you, more than a friend I put nothing above you

I could be more than a shoulder you can lean on when you feel hurt too

And it hurts me every time I see them do it

When you’re in the box still living when they boo it

If I sit to spit another chapter in the cage

The man inside would be laughing reading my every page

Guess his the confessor not made for my stage

Cause I be dumping pumps with pain and rage

They say haze is a shock, if you’re in a cage then it will open up your locks

They say that Jesus walks, I’m just trying to feel how Jesus talks

If you cut yours too, you’ll see your rush take a knock

I’m just trying to feel it before the ooze, before I hock

A lot of old chromes hope that I’m breathless

Shit is deep, even 6 feet under I be restless

It hurts me every time I see my ghost hurt you

Thinking about these things makes me rhyme with dark hue

I go to sleep and my soul still cries

Dreams about the lows and déjà vu, before it dies

Why you think I’m so high? I’m dead but life thinks that I’ll die

I can be changed in a blink of an eye but this is a truth attached to a lie

Yeh nigga

Told you it was cold

Deep

Meditate your mind with it

Confessions

Nothing but straight

No lies nigga

Still Cold

R double E N

2000 and 10


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Find a room and lock yourself in and close the door

These are the concepts that help so you gota explore

Trust is like birds as soon as it flies it hurts

But I guess nothing’s forever, not even the damn words


It’s another rhyme to add up from the raptor

Guess it an’t gonna be the last so it’s just another chapter

Can I just breathe it or take it up just to leave it

Ya can’t really feel it; it’s uncovered for the pain to seal it


Anyone can make you sweat but this can keep you wet

I’ ma make sure that you can hold your breath

Try not to worry about the things cause I can take the blame

All I would need is your trust to stick like a shadow for my pain


I’m still hard with my roots that no storm can ever shake

I still got my old hammer that enemies can never take

I’m still the mongoose if someone’s a snake

It’s still deep like the oceans if you think it’s the lake


Things I trusted were like the words I depended on

I was only trying harder but somehow things ended wrong

Trying to erase me from your memory? 2 late I’m engraved in history

So remember the name cause when you’ll think, you’ll miss me


You can’t move a mile a minute, you got one life so just try to live it

If you have something you wanna keep then first learn to give it

Shit was grey and it still is but I have learned my lessons

Everything happens for a reason so these are my confessions


It was me who shot your block last night while nigga’s were on rest

Now I got shit in my chest getting heavy so I must confess

It’s the time to get back with no need to drown in sorrow

Live life cause we are here and it’s today so just f*** tomorrow


Expect no sympathy from me cause I’m just me

My heart is frozen and it don’t even beat

This is what I’m supposed to be, cold as a G

So these are just my rhymes if you expect an apology


I never said none to hurt you, more than a friend I put nothing above you

I could be more than a shoulder you can lean on when you feel hurt too

And it hurts me every time I see them do it

When you’re in the box still living when they boo it


If I sit to spit another chapter in the cage

The man inside would be laughing, reading my every page

Guess his the confessor not made for my stage

Cause I be dumping pumps from the pain and rage


They say haze is a shock, if you’re in a cage then it will open up your locks

They say that Jesus walks, I’m just trying to feel how Jesus talks

If you cut yours too, you’ll see your rush take a knock

I’m just trying to feel it before the ooze, before I hock


How many bricks can I score in a week?

I know my sins so to lord I reach

He say what is the word that is more deeper than your essence

My blood is hot but my heart is colder than my presence


A lot of old chromes hope that I’m breathless

Shit is deep, even 6 feet under I be restless

It hurts me every time I see my ghost hurt you

Thinking about these things makes me rhyme with dark hue


I might be a winner but I’m born a sinner

I don’t hope for the breakfast if I’m not done with my dinner

If you’re trying to read my book, go to the last page

Ya hugging me funny, if you’re trying then do it like it’s my last days


I go to sleep and my soul still cries

Dreams about the lows and déjà vu, before it dies

Why you think I’m so high? I’m dead but life thinks that I’ll die

I can be changed in a blink of an eye but this is a truth attached to a lie

8 comments:

  1. its really awesum reen....u write really gud....thrz so much pain amplified in these words...dey tear one's heart apart.....keep it up...gud job...u rock reen...!!!

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  2. It's hard to think about the events related but there gota be a reason for this pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Justkiddin...:)
    This is another one from reen the raptor ...hehe...!!!!
    Trust me Reen...this is what really made me think...I thought Purple Rain was the best but then came a hard hitting tune of flute and now "confessions"....
    Simply best way of confessing.....

    These lines are 2 gud "Trust is like birds as soon as it flies it hurts.........
    Ya can’t really feel it; it’s uncovered for the pain to seal it..........
    If I sit to spit another chapter in the cage

    The man inside would be laughing, reading my every page

    Guess his the confessor not made for my stage

    Cause I be dumping pumps from the pain and rage.............
    There are more lines........
    Simply the best..........!
    Gud bless!!!!!

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  3. i cn't describe this feeling,i am going through after reading this..
    sometimes there r no words to describe things which completely leave you astonished n shake you from inside....
    watevr this man writes is very deep.. these r real feelings which come out through his words.... almighty will be happy to see a pure soul like yours....
    really great bro....
    god bless u

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  4. I don't know man. I think my tank is empty and I got nothing to say about this one. This is deep and it has a soft and equally hard touch, a coded apology and a mist of emotions that are being beautifully described.

    It can’t get any better not if it has to be a confession
    Gota say-ur image designing is superb.
    And when it comes to choosing lines, these are the best

    “Things I trusted were like the words I depended on
    I was only trying harder but somehow things ended wrong”

    “Shit was grey and it still is but I have learned my lessons
    Everything happens for a reason so these are my confessions”

    And this verse has to be the best, it has deep meaning so I want to decode this, who knows what it means but still-

    “How many bricks can I score in a week?
    I know my sins so to lord I reach
    He say what is the word that is more deeper than your essence
    My blood is hot but my heart is colder than my presence”

    Bricks would be coke bricks here and selling them is a sin [ur sin, I don’t know ;)]
    Ur essence well, what can I say and ur anger and ur presence.....got it...

    This one is another fav......
    Keep ritin!

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  5. CONFESSIONS!

    Only if i can describe in "words"..wat confession is and wat it takes to make it..But u attempted and u did it...A Subtle bow..Let's leave the events related for the birth of this piece of writing aside..and come to the style...I'm no judge,just a spectator:

    I found it highly connotative,emotive,evocative...in addition to literal meaning,it also conjured up a host of associations before my mind's eye.
    Symbols u hv used are doubly-packed..brimming with meanings..I found hints of mystic and ur spirituality like in ur every writing,here too...
    Smhw...the emotions are so strong that they violated the structural unity...Simply making it "Free style"..ur signature style....
    Emotional content is already spoken by people above...i'm zipped..
    I'm seeing u finding a shore,giving ur emotional soul of writing a body!


    Keep penning down...u know ur art..painting ur emotions in words!

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  6. dude dis is really a gr8 one nd ppl listen dez confesins r real dat i noe....dude dis mks me feel dam sad....
    Things I trusted were like the words I depended on

    I was only trying harder but somehow things ended wrong

    Trying to erase me from your memory? 2 late I’m engraved in history

    So remember the name cause when you’ll think, you’ll miss me
    ....
    yaar mast hai sahi main.....yaar tune pagal bna diya.....

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  7. it's ur best work till date acc to me.past few months have been tough fr me and i think that u have given words to ma pain.gr88888888 going man and if u continue to write like dis i think i have to repeat ma frst line time nd again

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  8. Hey brother, you the man. Confession-2 is exhilarating, lot of depth and meaning. Keep it up man I will looking for more.

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